LOVE IS THE MOVEMENT

My love life…is in shambles. we were together for a year. he ripped out my heart. but I’m trying to get over that. boys shouldn’t be allowed to have this much power over my happiness. he’s stalking me. literally. calling me, having other people call me, driving past my house a million times, stopping in front of the house blasting music late at night, walking past my house at night when he thinks I’m asleep and won’t notice. I’m in a constant battle with myself to try to get over him. I want him in my life, I do. but he can’t be the person that I need right now. I don’t think I can ever forgive him for how he’s treated me or how he’s talked to me, or the things he’s said to hurt me.  no one would believe my life. this is shit even the best soap opera on tv couldn’t write. He hit me with low blows about everything when we broke up. I dropped 5 pounds in the first few days after. My head is spinning and my heart is aching but trying to heal. I can’t have someone who just wants to walk in and out of my life. I need someone who’s going to be there. he needs to grow up. he said he doesn’t want to be with me, doesn’t love me, doesn’t need me. so stop stalking me, ok? if I mean so little to you, after everything we’ve been through…a relationship that lasted the last year, a friendship that started when I was just in my teens, you’re really not worth my time. I deserve more. END OF STORY.